I couldn't wait to escape and I finally left
you for someone else. Thank God I had
you, though, because at times you were
all I had. All I wanted was to survive
those trying times, and though sometimes
you represented those times, more times
you were the reason I survived them.
Sometimes I had to remind myself that
you were there for me when I couldn't
find myself. You were there for me when
my family needed my help and I could
barely help myself. If I had given you up
where would I have been? Who knows,
all I know is that I owe you an apology.
I know I didn't treat you with respect so
I guess whatever good or bad I got
from you I deserved. We both deserved
better and for whatever it's worth, I plan to do
better this time. I finally got a new lease
on life and I want to prove that I deserve it
this time.
